他。

many thing come to the main road now~smile as much as i can~ stay with the one and wish that's really can stay for longer than others~ ^^sometime really feel that's i'm nt that worth to let he protect so much~ mayb in the fact i still dunno where i'm good at all~ smile at laugh ...nt to pretend in front of he also~ ^^
finally, he can accept ~ but i wish that's everything is nt being the reason 4 argue between us~
sorry for Be bcus i keep judge he by still loving his ex~ he really try hard to show up that's everything is false of my judgement~times go and go~ he really show me up he really care me... Somehw~ he giving me a feeling like kids~ but... in the end he really going to care me more than others~ hope everything go on like well~^^

bebe...post something relative to u~ ^^ happy bo? ... wish bebe can c~ ^^ hahaXD
wish i can get my way to with bebe... i wish i'm nt having the stupid feeling again~ i wish i really worth to let u care~(ish, i feel cold now... haha.... )

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school ruining down my mood nw~ i keep run over the school and keep look after for teacher~ somehow i really feel teacher is not going to care me ...haha bcus i really cant pay 100 % attention in class... busy this and that... most important is (chitchat with my LesboMate ( KarrMan) the darling ^^...haha... both of us is damn sot... and cant respected~i really slept during Mr.Ong period... since he having Speaking for other group. That's the best time to let me get a nap during school time... ^^
dunno some ridiculous feeling is appear in my mood for school nw... i feel like my time is pack~ but i still can handle the thing... just cant attend the dance class anymore...SAD~ tuition ,revision, meeting, activities, duty... really fully up my schedule~
wish my time can spend 48 hours perday~ so i can enjoy my day longer~ ( stupid general knwledge also knw one day just 24 hours)... MIMPI ~ ^^

going to prepare everything~ really run out of time edi><>

in the end... trying to giving out a words for bebe .... "YES" ...
haha... no any meaning of it...just wishing to answer u any question by this answer~ blek XD...
add on add on - wish the Horny Queen get wat she want for... ^^ God Bless u~ ^^

别勉强自己~

不知道是最近自己太过于忙碌或什么，当开始放松时，我才发觉原来自己每次都是在利用这一样的角度来看待这世界~世界无奇大，把自己锁在一个小框框里真的很难喘过气来~><...其实，很多事情不是我们放开了，是我们学习如何回应难题了~忙碌的时间里，悲伤的东西真的可以抛在后脑勺~当在空档的时候，你就会觉得自己不知不觉不再在乎曾经那些你很在乎的东西~

感情是很难捉摸的东西，珍惜眼前人~以前的过去就让他过去……你可以选择不联络你也可以把他当做好友~但是自己要明白心里需要的不再是那些痛苦的回忆~想想两个熟习的陌生人当有一天遇见了对方，你就会觉得一切就会有不同的感觉~别后悔别悲伤，如果你永远只是抱着一个云朵~那么千千万万个云朵就会因为你的抛弃而伤心的为大地下起了大雨~多不值得啊~！！！

有人很好奇为什么我以前潇洒性格在感情上消失了~可能我很爱把自己封锁起来~每当问题真的不再存在时，我才自然而然的发觉~原来没有人可以确保下一秒的变化~他，他，他，他……也许是你身边的朋友都有可能做出你出乎预料的东西~每次当我失落时，都是把自己的烦恼都责怪在别人身上，深思熟虑后才明了~每件事不是说不理就会自然而然的消失……它没那样的魔力~魔力是在我们手里~因为是我们选择开心的为自己而不是为他~

摆脱！~~~ 笨小姐才十八岁~说结婚也太早了，说一生一世，如果你或我以后都遇到更好的呢？说永远，有谁又可以保证下一秒的变化~时间多的是，很多事情我也没有尝试过~所以我希望我朋友也可以和我一样~希望她会看到~要哭就放声的哭~哭累了就要想想他真的值得吗？没有人可以永远绑着你~勇敢的面对自己~别再为自己找借口了~

明天要去露营了~PANDU KHURSUS PRA-WARAN
when i'm bck i can enjoy my day without those annoying thing le... ^^
stay happy always... but tomorrow go there camp again... mosquito~ the most hate..ish~
anyway... i wish i can handle my life more easy~ so i choose to smile instead of thinking too much...
busy let me happy... so i choose busy..
mummy can i go dance class? although i knw there will be quite rush for my timetable... and mayb too pack for me... but i promise i can did it as well... ^^

谢谢你~

很多事情，我都在矛盾不敢做决定~
但是终觉得有人会一直陪着我。
他们是我朋友，我的重要人物，家人，和一些人~

我没有渴望自己会得到想要十全十美的生活~
但是每次在跌倒时，终会找到人陪我，安慰我。
他们为我做的一切我会珍惜~^^

谢谢你们~
我最近都很累很累~课业很繁忙~
这星期六和日又要去营~
是不是很想去……但是我去就可以让我开心些……
因为我不要近兵队~

oioi le... short post for say thanks to u all^^ luv u guys... muacks~

outfits for the day~ ♥♥♥

many thing not under my respect~ this fews day i keep hang out and decide to change my outfits~ that's the thing i feel important to change my style~ muahahaha~ times go~ v just a stranger. So let's the syok feeling between us is, i change~ haha!
dun wanna let ppl see down~ i change not bcus of u.Is bcus i wanna let myself life more colourfull~ yesterday, hang out with cousin again.Little Genting,that's the place v always stick on~ muahahahaha~
having steak and my large large watermelon juice again...* yummy yummy*

times go~ my smile is cuming back...
u and me really like stranger~ muahahahaha~
i'm nt act nt pretend~ i just feel lik i really happy bcus i can let go jor~
hug hug hug~ today is Father's day... happy ^^
tomorrow i going to celebrate the Punani birthday~ ♥
wish wish wish...the surprise is work ya~

outfits of the steak day~ muacks...^^ luv it

^^
i think my family everyone knew i'm in down mood now...
dunno why...their caring is make me feel warm~ ♥♥♥

the day~

times go~ i miss my long hair~ actually nt much describe about the day today~ just going to post some memory that really make me miss it alotz~ firstly,i really damn miss my long hair~ " yuetlee,u looks like a child when u're in ur long hair" muahahhaa no matter is looks hw.I also prefer to get bck my long hair bcus it's feel more comfortable and can let me fixed up many outlooks that i wanted~

went for injection today~ Hepatitis A... actually i need to did it earlier but because of NS stuff and my study stuff so i jst can postpone until today~ in this world will there appear a injection that for avoiding the hurt from love? " MIMPILAH MU~" there's the answer when i chatting with my friend~ haha... if this world appear the injection of this i'm sure whole world of the clinic and the hospital will giant a big income from it...haha~ smartass~
tuition today, meet punani and qiqi~ nt much different but i really enjoy myday with punani alotz...at least infront of her i no need to pretend and she will be the one who hang me out alotz of fun during i'm emo~ thanks punani~
and her birthday is around the corner~ decide to make a big surprise for her..but i scare there will be a problem to me..bcus something r special that i wishes~ haha....^^

after the injection hang out with family again~ go for supper~
Venue : Kuchai Lama " D kings of goods food~ "
comment from me: " nt that certifies bcus that the food is damn small and expensive~ " n service nt so good...
rate for it : " 4/10" ( walao i feel i'm so good for it)

haha... let's the pic to show u what i having for my supper~ wink~^^

my salad~ ^^

gor drinks~ " Lye Chee + Cincau~

mushroom soup~ ... the bread looks nt nice ey~

这是今天没事做的照片~（我想念我长发~）

如果你真的觉得没那个必要就不要~
没有你我不会怎样~

今天一整天原本被一个朋友的古怪的话题让我傻了一整天~
可是………
好景不常在~
我有时觉得自己很傻~为什么我把他们看的那么重？？？
他们和我一样，也是人~
可以解释给我听吗？我到底在干什么？？？
如果我真的在逼迫你~我会逼迫你为我做些什么东西~
而不是这样~说出自己的丑事，想让你笑~！！！

很乱~
但是在对的时间，他说他是不对的人~
可能真的……本小姐就是很烦~
咬我阿~！！！ 傻了~
疯婆子上身~

i'm back~!!!♥♥♥

shopaholic me... ^^

my day without he will go on and on with smoothly~ *wink~*
have my life with my family again~
mum asked whether i willing to for Mid Valley to get our breakfast and get a shop anot...
sure i will go... bt i really x daring to c all those couple thing...
mayb there will giving me some hate feeling...
bcus i turn back to single nw~
haha... anyway...i knw he knw important...no need others to care right???

shop shop shop...
that's the goods i bought it today...




2 for RM 75~

love it..bcus i gonna change my outlooks again~
wish that is the suitable outfit that i choose in the right way now...
irrespective ppl using which view to judge me... i will life my life more colourfull as i can~ ^^

♥ love~ ♥

爱情独自的占有~
如果你真的爱他就该放手让他快乐~
哈哈♥ 我很赞同♥♥♥

我不再做那个固执的小孩是因为…
与其他在我身边不开心~
倒不如让他开心些~
占有他，可是他却不开心~
放开他，你会看到他的笑容~♥

i prefer he smile more than emo to me^^
everything got two views~ just see u hw to judge it~
dun be dork on love~
try to move on and give urself a big claps to done so~
笑容就是你给我的回报~♥♥♥

随缘~

刚学会了一句话~
如果你也和我一样有一样的感触…
这句话就帮的上忙~

“是你的就是你的…每个人生下来就有自己的路。贫穷；富贵，不是我们能够主宰的.每个人有不同的故事不同的性格。勉强的强迫自己做出改变来配合别人，最后的结果，你是不快乐的。
没有人能够了解你，除了你自己，坦然面对自己的心~
开心就笑，伤心就哭，烦恼就可以冷静一下下~
他或她可能对你而言很重要，可是没人懂，人是自私的。
我们的选择都是为了保护自己。
别再为别人而改变自己，学着如何面对真实的自己。
做出与别人不同的选择不是我们另类,
而是我们坦然面对自己想要的东西。”

我的选择就是大大方方的告诉他一切，
知道结果是难堪的，但是就是想这样~
自己也舒服，因为不会后悔^^
压力，来自四面八方，而我每天对着四面墙~
如果不坦然面对我看我会撞墙死了~哈哈~
一些事我有时真的很执着，但是也有看开的时候~
发发牢骚是我的权利，千万别摸索我~

你明白就好，我不要什么回应。
只是让我自己去跌跌撞撞，有一天，
你会发觉我真的可以的~！！！

so freaking crazy~
times go~ life on~ my mind is going on and on~

nothing much for me today... jst keep myself busy whole day long...
no times is the best reason to let urself pretend that's u're okie^^
i'm going to let myself busy on and keep my life on...
tuition today... shit~
i really dunno what teacher teaching man~
so blank...
dunno what's going on...so just can mug my book after i bck home~

timeless i really run out of time edi...
i still thinking about wat...
heart is still remain his shadow...

but i should put this shadow as a secret place...^^
i did it... i wanna did it...
i knw i can...^^
rainbow rainbow...
i need u~ haha... today drive~ but... ish...
x mood to say out... so dun ask~ nt good at all...
sob~ ... hardworking on nw... ^^
bless me can catch up everything that i miss out lu~

第三天~

伤口好了？按它不痛了~
但是这只是表面~
里头想要的不是那样~

终于明白人家哭着睡觉再哭着醒！
痛会好的~我不怕~

表里不一~真的是我~哈哈~
心理开始不平衡~
靠！月俐现在变得像疯婆子~
读书读书读书~！！！
我要开始变得不像自己了~
把电话丢到一边了~
我……想尝试孤单的感觉~然后习惯它~

不想让别人喘不过气,不想连朋友也没得当~^^
加油~可以的~！！！

疯了~

我不知道自己在做什么…
感觉很不好受~
我很烦人吧~自己也这么觉得~
我真的是让人喘不过气来了...
还记得有一个人曾经被我逼得快疯~
如今，我怕我又逼疯他了~
所以选择了不联络~但是，他真的在逃避我吗？
不知道，我只知道我们仿佛连朋友也没得当了~

不希望这样就失去了一个朋友~
不希望心理的期望会消灭~
但是。。。
黄月俐，你真的很烦~！！！

停了，真的停了~
别再这样了~这样只会失去自己也失去他~！！！

希望~

每当我仰望天空时，终希望看到你们。
彩虹……
什么是期待什么是希望什么是仰望着~
好像一切我都把它们跟你划了等号。
彩色气球可以跟你们相比吗？
每放一颗气球就仿佛我向你们仰望着一样东西。
当满天的气球时，也是我在贪心的时候了。^^

现在我想在夜晚的星空里放三颗气球~
第一颗： 我期望彩虹可以带我走出这我想离开的现在。
你的长长桥梁可以带领我到哪呢？
不要再是伤心地带就好了。他，是你给我的领导者吗？
或他是你安排给我的守护神？
我可以信任他带领我吗？
我相信了…希望真的是他~

第二颗：我的健康~
生病了整整一个星期……很辛苦~
我的喉咙又来了，为什么每次都这样~
不舒服到爆点~希望天上的小精灵看到彩球会帮帮我~^^

第三颗：我的学业~
还是无言了……总而言之希望会可以顺顺利利就好了~^^

in a sudden... someone mad and dunno why i feel like going to get a hurt nw onwards~
x well x mood x shuang jor...
i think is time to oioi...better sleep...dunthink jor~

the first time~

the first time...
baby pain bcus of me...
bcus i saying that i cant believe he much bcus i x dare step too deep...
even i go doubt he will go gap lui when i nt around...
make he sad...
dunno hw to say... just feel sorry to make he pain~

the feeling to ridiculous like something i did wrong and i hurt the cheerish one now~
dunno hw to appreciate he??? i think so...
but i will learn and get myself more mature on sometime~
he say " today is a memorable day"
but i spoil it up at the end...
baby is gonna feel the pain by own...
no matter what i did...
baby also dun want me worry...
but say true...
baby~ i damn worry~ T.T